Knowing you causes me so much pain sometimes.  Sometimes I wish I didn't know you, or even if I did, that we didn't talk. I wonder what my life would be like if I didn't know you....If I didn't like you ? Would it be easier? I want to know ? But I can't stop talking to you, because I think a part of me would die inside. Maybe I will eventually gie up on you, but I don't think that's going to be anytime soon. So until then, could you do me a favor and not be so nice ? Not be so cute ? Not talk to me all the time, even though we're really good friends ? Can you not be so perfect ? So until then can you just not make me love you ? Please ? For me ?