Memories are made and will never fade.

     I haven't posted on this blog in awhile, mostly because everything that has happened to me went along with my other blog. Lately I've been feeling like a backup friend, not to everyone but to a lot of people. Even when I hangout with them as a first choice and there are other people there I still feel left out. Over the summer I started hanging out with some new friends and it was great, we hung out all summer and as much as possible during the school year, but now and the past couple months we've been drifting apart, and it kind of sucks because she talks to me about how she feels like "that" friend to her bestfriend, but then I get to be "that" friend to her...Although it feels like we're drifting apart we still hangout, mostly in groups though, groups that wouldn't even exist if I wasn't involved in the friendship. Don't you hate when you are friends with two people who don't really talk but then you all start hanging out, but pretty soon they start hanging out without you and making plans without you, and acting like they're the best friends in the world, and you don't even matter...It sucks...big time. Back to that friend though, I don't really remember the last time just me and her hung out, we were supposed to over break...but I got ditched. I've been trying not to let this bother me though because she's not the only friend I have. I've also been feeling left out with other friends too, even my bestfriend. We rarely hangout anymore, but that's mostly because of her boyfriend, and I know that's the way high school relationships go, but I miss her, a lot. But hopefully soon she'll realize she needs her friends too, and if not, well, then it won't last forever, and I know we'll always be friends. I also have two bestfriends who go to a different school, luckily when they moved they became inseparable, so we can all hangout together, we try to hangout as much as possible and I know with them I never have to feel left out because there's not enough time to feel left out with them because we're always laughing and having the best time when we're together because not seeing each other everyday, we cherish the moments we have together, and these past couple days with them has shown me how important they are to me, these days have been some of the best I've had in a long time, and they made me forget about all the dumb stuff that's been going on and I didn't feel as sad, and it felt nice to be included in things and make memories I'll never forget. It felt nice to be with them again. So, I guess what I'm getting at in this post is that, some friends may only come around for a little while, and if they stick around for a little longer they might be kind of back up friends, or think of you that way, but you'll always have certain friends that will be there for you for whatever and through whatever and they will be there forever, and I'm glad to know I have some of these friends and know I can count on them.