Friday, December 14, 2012

I really wish I could stop having amazing dreams that include you, becuase when I wake up I have to face the sad reality that they were only dreams...I wake up and realize it was only a dream, that didn't really happen and most likely, never will. As much as I try to move on and forget about you, something about you always comes up. Every once in a while when I actually go a day without really thinking about you, I dream about you and I fall right back for you. I wish things would have worked out differently than they did, but they didn't and I guess for as much as I wish I could, I can't change the way things are. This is why I wish I could stop dreaming about you, not because I don't care anymore, but because I do. I want to stop dreaming about you, so maybe you could pop into my mind less, and maybe, just maybe, I could stop thinking about you for just a little while, and then maybe I wouldn't feel the way I do. I just wish everything didn't have to change. One day things were ok, and the next they weren't. In my dreams everything is still ok, actually, everything is perfect, and that's why I want them to stop, they keep giving me false hope of wonderful things that aren't real and probably never will be.

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