Sunday, December 2, 2012

I wish I could stop.

 
I wish I could stop thinking about you.  I wish I could stop crying over you.  I wish I could stop caring about you.  I wish I could stop dreaming about you.  I wish I could just stop liking you... I shouldn't even feel this way, but I do.  I thought it would have gotten easier by now, and I guess it slowly is, but I wish it would get better faster.  The past two months I've just felt so sad somedays, I feel so alone like no one's there to help me.  I wish you were there, but then agian, if you were, I don't think I'd be having these feelings.  Sometimes I just wish you would hold me in your arms and tell me everything is ok, but you won't, we don't even talk anymore.  I'm hoping, more like praying, things will get easier soon, but until then I'll continue to hide how I feel, while you go around being happy and not knowing anything, so therefore not caring at all about me.

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